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On my way.
Published on February 1, 2006 By lifehappens In Blogging
So I've been waiting around to find out if I got the job at Gold's gym. (Link) At first I was a bit frustrated because I felt like I was getting the runaround....but as it turns out, they think I'm great. I really wowed them with the stack o'certifications. That's how they refered to me when I went back "You know, that one girl with the huge pile of certs..."

Anyway, that all being said, last night I found out that I was accepted into a Les Mills training in San Antonio....starting Friday morning. It's been a bit of a scramble to get kids and job and everything sorted out so I could go.

I admit, my self confidence when it comes to doing stuff alone isn't the highest. I worry when I think about driving 3 hours and staying in a hotel for 4 days for this very intensive training program. I married young and never really did anything alone. I've always prefered to do stuff with HW and only do things alone if he is gone and I have to. Its not that I can't do them....I just worry that I'll get lost or something. I've been pretty successful in the past and I have gone to San Antonio for my son's surgery alone, so it's not like I can't do it.....I just feel a bit overwhelmed.

So today, I packed and planned out what food I was bringing (got to eat in 'cause I'm already spending a ton), seet up reservations at a nearby AF base and printed out a map. I'm only worried about the drive. I hate long drives alone even though I used to drive 3 hours out to Goodfellow every weekend, I still hate it. I worry that I will be tired or get lost.

It also just occured to me that this is going to be the longest I've left my kids for. HW will be here mostly and I have a VERY trusted sitter for the rest of the time, but I won't be here and I worry how the kids will take it. I suppose we will find out.

Enough of this blabbering. In a few days, you will all here about my fantastic training and how I blew them away and had a ball. My kids will be thrilled to see me again and I'll here funny stories of how HW had so much fun with them....

Comments
on Feb 01, 2006
Have fun!

Do well.

Drive Safe!

Hear ya in a few days.
on Feb 01, 2006
Congrats on getting into the certification!

Best wishes with everything.
on Feb 01, 2006
Have fun in San Antonio!
on Feb 06, 2006
You'll do fine, silly girl. Sometime it amazes me that someone I look up to so much can worry herself silly.


And since I'm a bad friend.........Happy belated Birthday. I suck, I know.